tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-163114232011-04-21T16:33:29.290-07:00~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.comBlogger241100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-17494815932227921602007-09-04T08:16:00.000-07:002007-09-04T10:00:15.074-07:00my friend ask me if i will continue writing my blog now since i broke up..<br />din wan to...<br />but it looks like its quite impossible...<br />its not that i dunwan to turn to my friends,<br />but everyone wans me to move on,<br />but obviously im not doing well..<br />dunwan to affect them wif my problems n stuff<br />n if i keep toking about it, my mood maybe will be spoilt...<br />n i wan to whine whenever i wan<br />but the good thing, im easily distracted...<br />so i can be sad for awhile,<br />nxt moment im fine...<br /><br />yup... by keeping everything inside oso nt so gd..<br />will have breakdown... hahaha<br />maybe im hoping tt when finally we contact again u can read...<br />but if we are juz friends,<br />betta tt u dun read..<br />hahaha...<br />can u be mingyiyi substitute?<br />there's so much things i wan to tell him..<br />but i have to control!<br />cos i have to keep my promise<br />stayaway.. patienntly wait for that dae to come...<br />so u are him now okie.. :)<br /><br />aiyo shit too much for the intro... i cant rem what i wan sae..<br />hahaha... actually come to think of it<br />life have been quite peaceful...<br />or mre lik usual..<br />juz tt frm this wk... we made alot of friends..<br />cos evan signed up for interblock volley..<br />so got to noe alot of seniors...<br />they r very nice n funny...<br />n most of them stay in my block..<br />got one garang goni tt looks lik kenneth,<br />1liar tt looks lik ping guan<br />nice guy tt looks like uncle bernard+martin<br />and another guy call guan hong...<br />we dun really noe him, but he is as violent as the one we noe!!!!<br />n i just found out 2dae tt the liar stays in a room where i can c<br />tt means he can c me too...<br />so i must hang my undies away frm tt direction!!!<br />so shy!<br />yup yup.. n the stupid evan go gang up wif this senior lynnette,<br />n sae i lik the liar...<br />hahaha if u here.. will u be jealous...<br />maybe evan wont even joke about it le...<br />hahaha... yup<br /><br />but think the suckiest things are happening now...<br />2dae i realise the bag charm tt u gave frm the red dot museum is missing<br />haiz... i always play wif it when carrying tt bag...<br />so realised yest i din play..<br />den went to check... no more le...<br />haiz... it was the last gift frm u ...<br />something tt cant be replace cos oso canot find frm outside<br />even can find oso no meaning..<br />haiz.. den i juz rem my hp lost...<br />tt means scary cat oso gone...<br />though abit lag...<br />but im really am feeling tt lost...<br />y am starting to lose everything tt u give me<br />esp nw tt i need it most..<br />n that all those gifts becomes extremely precious to me..<br />haiz.. guess i shd sae i really duno hw to react..<br />duno.. haiz..<br />am i going to lose everything..<br />den tt means u r totally gone?<br />even my soft toys r becoming dirty...<br />i dunwan to wash it cos the fur will not be nice le...<br />so sad...<br /><br />2dae basketball was fun..<br />though i was just a last min player..<br />for the first time i experience bad leg cramps..<br />having cramps at weird times.. when i just wake up..<br />den todae i took afternoon nap..<br />wak up oso cramp...<br />somthing wrong wif me manz..<br />den todae when playing the match...<br />though for 1/2hr for whle match...<br />but i was dying..<br />den when i jump.. can feel tt going have cramps..<br />finally at the 2nd half of the secone match...<br />both my legs cramped when i jumped..<br />i could nt stand properly..<br />so end up falling to the ground..<br />had slight abrasion but not obvious..<br />a tot juz hit me...<br />do i get teng teng?<br />hahaha... i really nt fit manz..<br />den i wanted to complain to daddy..<br />but he for sure sae<br />"good lahz.. always call uto exercise dunwan,<br />only noe hw meditate in bed!"<br />hahaha..n my ans will be...<br />"i got exercise in my dreams lohz, i get cramps too!!!"<br />hahaha.. think i the only one laughing...<br />yup... back to the main point..<br /><br />saw one of my team member's bf todae..<br />den i c them lik oso envy..<br />they were not very close or what..<br />but still nice to c couples..<br />hahaha.. good thing i nv change to hate guys or couples..<br />yup...<br />den so concidentally.. he frm nus too...<br />hahaha my friend can play tennis too...<br />everything somehw abit lik us.. though im nt the tennis pro..<br />but will slowly learn..<br />ya... he can drive too...<br />if we were still together,<br />we will be like them rite?<br />den i suddenly remember tt i got think or our future in uni b4..<br />i noe u for sure got oso... tt's y we got 4h..<br />hahaha not together bt still similar.. quite sure of tt..<br />yup.. tot of graduation..<br />go attend your ceremony.. take pics..<br />n u posing... hahaha those poses u already think of le!!!<br />den tot u will join tennis...<br />so i can go watch ur tennis ur competition...<br />den i can secretly go ur house slp...<br />u will be the first person i c in the morning..<br />hahahha... if we still together, i for sure sae..<br />tt's bad.. but both us sae b4 tt we cant wait for tt to happen..<br />opening our eyes to c each other<br />rem u sae muz wake up extra early cos we for sure lai chuang!!!<br />yup yup... den though in diff sch...<br />but i still could whine n get sayang...<br />yup yup... lets hope everything wld be settled soon..<br /><br />yup yup.. got to go..<br />going haunt my new friend...<br />buai...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-1749481593222792160?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1156732737664759652006-08-27T19:34:00.000-07:002006-08-27T20:21:52.716-07:00haiz...its so bright n early now...<br />nice weather 2dae but not my mood...<br />din sch todae cos wasnt feeling very gd...<br />im still comtemplatin about a matter...<br />whether to continue blogging?<br />blogging is a way for you to sae out things<br />tt u cant sae infront of ur frienz...<br />however.. ur friends still get to see it at times...<br />i dun wan let them c my blog now<br />becos i wan them to treat me normally...<br />nt a sick or hurt cat...<br />prob u can sae im scared of their opinions of me too bahz...<br />so i really duno whether i wan to blog out everything nt...<br />haiz... nvm bahz...<br />like evan sae... shd be studying le..<br />c ya...<br /><br />baby tubs<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115673273766475965?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1156515721694256302006-08-25T07:13:00.000-07:002006-08-25T07:29:03.403-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/1600/cute%20ger.1.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/320/cute%20ger.1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />haha... the ger so cute rite?<br />look juz lik me when i do tt<br />hahhaha..act din want to put tt pic up when i first saw it<br />cos abit lazy...<br />den juz nw evan send me this pic again<br />so i cant contol le...<br />so came to blog...<br />this pic is a pic tt almost everyone will think tt she's very cute<br />accept one person...<br />n tt is my mama<br />hhaha cos it's an action i alwaya do to make her angry...<br />it's nt my fault... its mingyiyi fault...<br />he sae look lik u... hahah<br />oops i mean... erm...<br />fine lahz look lik u...<br />gd thing nw study break...<br />dun think she can rem the nx time she c me...<br />if nt, juz 4 in case...<br />those whu love me pls come 4 my funeral!!<br />got to go...<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/1600/cute%20ger.jpg"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115651572169425630?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1154153004013450192006-07-28T22:46:00.000-07:002006-07-28T23:03:24.026-07:00hoho... im bk... nt even an hour..<br />n im typing again...<br />hahah realised tt i nv type a few things...<br /><br />first... evan's blog is scary...<br />first tm i wan to tag... den it bully me.. hmph..<br />so im going to type watever i wan here...<br />i duno if u r feeling stress...<br />but its seems alittle lik it..<br />jia you... i manage to walk out of it..<br />so if u wan find someone to tok to, cn cum find me<br />n we cn go study together too!!!<br />mp3 do help quieten us down!!<br /><br />second... yeah really hope i can be bridesmaid...<br />hmm.. wonder if there was a mini conflict when my classmates wanted me to go 4 prom..<br />guess it was obvious tt i wanted to go..<br />n i wont deny...<br />but the price is a prob...<br />i noe if i whine a little.. there is a high chance tt i cn go...<br />but paying hundred ++ for prom is simply nt worth it to me...<br />i love shopping 4 gowns n stuff.. bt i oso dun lk very gd in them...<br />co me too short.. n gt tummy... blehz...<br />but it's lik a dream come thru... cos my cousin's wedding coming...<br />whee.. den prob need my help.. so gt chance 4 me wear gown...<br />n make up.. so nice.. haha<br />beta dun hav to much hope.. later she find her frien help!!!<br />hahaha...<br /><br />okie my last point.. to mingyiyi...<br />this is something i find it hard to tell u...<br />cos it has something to do wif religion...<br />n it made realised once again..<br />how impt it is to find a christian husband...<br />pls dun put ani stress on urslf...<br />christianity is ur choice...<br />but im bein t2 here...<br />rem u saed tt God wan to mk our own choice,<br />or something lik hv a mind of our own..<br />or something close to tt?<br />hmmm... yep...<br />duno hw to put it too...<br />but to me it seems wrong...<br />when i sae i wanted to ask him...<br />it's beocs he noes me better den i do...<br />n tt my plan is in his hands...<br />so by asking him hw i feel...<br />it wont be affected by external factor...<br />hmm am i toking sense...<br />really duno hw to sae...<br />but 4 me... when im lost...<br />the most peaceful thing...<br />guess it would be to run into his arms...<br />cry it all out n be assured tt he noes it all without me saeing...<br />yup yup okie realised tt im nt really toking sense...<br />heheh...<br />but guess this oso tells u y i love crying and slping...<br />n sometimes self-isolation...<br />guess i canot sae self-isolation.. cos God is ard...<br />but.. yup yup.. juz spending sometime wif Him..<br />makes me feel beta.. :D<br />the end...<br />hope u dun feel bad or wat okie...<br /><br />en en<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115415300401345019?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1154150406297599352006-07-28T21:37:00.000-07:002006-07-28T22:20:06.343-07:00hey hey.. think i will be killed 4 blogging...<br />bt wat ever...i noe by tomorrow...<br />some1 would hav forgotten to kill me...<br />gosh... igt stiff neck...cant really turn my head...<br />wait i wan complain... my tutu nt working le...wawaw<br />i rather it blink unnecessarily den bu li wo...<br />all the medic's camera fault...<br />trying to act strong lik the owner...<br />nv giv a loud scream when it fall on the floor...<br />giv my fone the wrong idea tt fall one the floor nt pain...<br />so the next day my fone tot very fun to jump off the bed...<br />0so it did the same thing...<br />so poor thing rite... stupid camera... hmph...<br />hahaha... is the camera and its owner sneezing...<br /><br />now i wan show off!!!<br />im having claypot for lunch...<br />yum yum!!!<br />tender chicken fried with garlic and ginger...<br />and... gosh....<br />i noe wat i cant be when i grow up...<br />i only noe hw eat but i duno hw describe hw delicious the food is...<br />can u imagine reading mag...<br />for the food section... every entry by me only one sentence...<br />no word can describe the taste of the food... :D<br />think i'll be fired lahz...<br /><br />okie... nw let me jump jump to the issue bout hair...<br />juz nw my mum kept into the room telling my hw to tk care of my hair...<br />and 4 once i can be so proud for not combing my hair...<br />hahah cos after u wash, ur hair is at its weakest..<br />so u'll tend to break alot of hair if u brush after u wash...<br />what u shd do is to brush it b4 u wash... okie i duno why..<br />go ask the thing im reading...<br />ooops... bei chai chuan le...<br />okie... nxt step dun use hot water or dryer etc...<br />cos it will make ur hair stress...<br />another thing im proud of!!!!<br />u noe y i gt so much hair... cos i slp alot!!!<br />they sae muz hav plenty of slp... cos ur hair get to rest...<br />tt will facilitate hair growth!!! :D<br />aiyoyo... i lazy type le.. shall juz type a few more regarding info hair...<br />first our hair grow aobut 15cm per year..<br />n tt's provided if it's healthy...<br />but the most funny thing is...<br />u shd trim ur hair every 4-6wks to remain its shape..<br />so doesnt it juz equate to ur hair not growing?<br />hmmm... go think about it...<br />tt means my hair wont grow?!<br />wawawaw.... okie lastly...<br />4 pple like me... have greasy hair...<br />pls dun be stupid lik me to go get moisturing shampoo...<br />okie tt's all folks...<br />im hungry...<br /><br />actually i came here to tok about serious stuff...<br />but obviously i strayed 4 lik half an entry... oops<br />hmm... hav been wondering.. y pple do not encounter prob lik wat we face?<br />isit becos they are not t1t2...<br />tt's y they dun sae out when they think of things they do wif their ex?<br />thus it wont affect relationships?<br />n i finally understand y liu rui xiang cant seem to forget about his past last time...<br />guess all of us muz learn hw to put things down b4 walking into another relationship...<br />so tt even if past memories flash bk...<br />u noe 4 sure tt it wont affect anithing...<br />but i come to realise something...<br />we use to sae tt its a new chapt....<br />but it isnt as simple as starting afresh wif a new person...<br />but u shd oso start wif a new perspective about love...<br />the foundation or the basis u hav wif ur past shd be forgotten...<br />n start afresh with the present...<br />guess tt's what i've failed to realised...<br />until now...hope it isnt too late...<br />it's gona be hard.. so u muz help me...<br />no matter hw similar people can be..<br />they still diff in many ways...<br />cos this is hw God created humans to be...<br />so yup yup... rest assured u r still diff frm him...<br />guess as long as u r sure what u r doing is frm ur heart...<br />u du hav to worry tt u r trying to be lik him...<br />its not easy but jia you!<br />for me... it's oso difficult... dun really noe in what sense...<br />but guess i've hav to take things lightly...<br />cos the more i try, it seems lik im thinking to much..<br />making things seem fake...<br />so yup yup.. hao peng you...<br />wana enjoy tt xing fu feeling again...<br />n the fun of bullying u...<br />esp shwing off the food i can eat n u cant... blehx...<br />okie... shall end off here n li u in my tagboard...<br />bye..<br /><br />en en (my new cantonese nick name)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115415040629759935?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153585377912898502006-07-22T08:58:00.000-07:002006-07-22T09:28:21.386-07:00<span style="color:#cc0000;">hello...todae shall train not to be hooked on the internet 4 such a long time!!!<br />hmm...basically gt timetable to follow bt nv follow lohz...<br />so sort of gt work piled up..haiz..<br />but i can do it...<br />trying to block off all nagging...<br />i noe i vry mean n rude..<br />but this is the only way to nt make me feel stress...<br />lik wat ms isnarti sae i cant be de-motivated!<br />i will try... pray hard 4 gd memory...<br /><br />hohoh...me doin so badly but ad is doing so well lahz!!!<br />1st place in her 1st year 4 her faculty...<br />she is taking a course tt's so cool lahz...<br />maritime.. hear her tell me stories make me envy sia...<br />but mk me realised</span><span style="color:#ff0000;"> </span><span style="color:#ff0000;">tt pirates r scary!!<br />met her 2dae after pushin back our outing 4 many months...<br />hmmm...she was wearin this cotton cardigan..<br />thot its quite nice...<br />den... to my surprise my mum actually bought something similar to it...<br />juz tt it's shorter... though it's quite plain..<br />but stil nice n sweet..<br /><br />hmph mingyiyi dun hope tt u cn c it...<br />cos u bully me...<br />im being mean here...but im excited tt u r coming bk...<br />haha but tt's ur agony...<br />blehx...so near yet so far... dun evn think i can go fetch u...<br />cos gt some leaders rehearsal 4 duno wat dae...<br />tot of goin ur hse 2 giv u surprise be lik too far...<br />haiz...but i somehw feel that a miracle wil happen...<br />it always do 4 us! :D<br />mingyiyi... i m-i-s</span><span style="color:#ff6666;">-s u nehz...<br />d/l a few korean songs...<br />d/l this song,not knowin hw it may sound...<br />it turn out to have a nice tune tt catches my attention...<br />though i duno wat it sae...<br />but it's only juz nw tt I realized tt the title is missing you...<br />tt mk me wan to tear a little... duno why...<br /><br />hmm todae meet the parents session...<br />din do well...<br />typical 4 parents to nag... haiz...<br />but think i muz sort of ground myslf...<br />cos parents quite worried..<br />so mingyiyi, if u wan c me..<br />muz make sure I really gt study nehz..<br />haiz... sorrie.. pull u into tis...<br />hmm..so beta enjoy while u can..<br />thank God I </span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">manage to survive 1wk without u..<br />guess as long u come bk to sg,me happy le..<br />cos at least cn tok n sms me though may nt meet…<br />I rather tt den nw lahz.. haiz.. me vert tired..<br />Becos of some cocky!!<br />In the end I lik kana my retribution..<br />Me slpt at 2plus goin 3..<br />Gt woken up at 5plus goin 6..<br />Waited 4 u reply until 0645..<br />Gt woken up twice at 7plus and 8plus...<br />C I so ke lian..<br />dun care.. when u come bk I wan bully u!!!<br />u piggy back me!<br />Think u will be vry ke lian lahz..<br />cos my ex-colleuge thinks tt put on weight.. :s<br />lalaland I coming..<br />nitez..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115358537791289850?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153405477339459602006-07-20T06:48:00.000-07:002006-07-20T08:14:01.296-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/1600/DSC00626.0.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/200/DSC00626.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#ffffff;">c my poor cupcake!!! but it saved my dae!! :D</span><br /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7123/375/200/DSC00624.jpg" border="0" /><span style="color:#ffffff;">c hw hungry is the 'croc'!? but pls tahan a few more weeks!! </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">dunwan get new pair!</span> <p><span style="color:#99ff99;">ye<span style="color:#33ff33;">ah</span> <span style="color:#33cc00;">my</span> <span style="color:#009900;">fir</span><span style="color:#339999;">st</span> <span style="color:#00cccc;">pic</span><span style="color:#33ccff;">tu</span><span style="color:#66ffff;">re</span> <span style="color:#99ffff;">po</span><span style="color:#ccffff;">st!</span> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;">:D</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115340547733945960?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153397585563876312006-07-20T04:53:00.000-07:002006-07-20T05:13:05.586-07:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">hohoho...me bk again...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i realised i forgt to add someting yest...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">the reason y i choose this skin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmmm... there was alot of nice skins...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">some even describing what im feeling... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but lehz... this was the only skin that made me laugh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">cos i tot the page only had an apple n nothing else when i saw the screen shots...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but nv judge a pic by</span> <span style="color:#ff99ff;">a small pic..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">cos it turn out to be so simple yet cute...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">the phrase which follows juz reminded me that it's been a long time since i sae tt...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so yup yup... tt's hw i decide on it!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wan to put music but duno hw lehz.. haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">okie let me touch on some stuff todae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmm.. was thankful tt i manage to catch the bus lahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ran like crazy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but tink the most amusing thing tt happen is...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">half of my shoe sole came off!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">gosh! history repeat itslf again!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">had to use my cute ice-cream</span> <span style="color:#cc66cc;">or cupcake rubber band to tie my shoes...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">if nt i canot walk! </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">manage to survive through the dae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">n gd thing gt an extra same rubber band! :D</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">wan to learn hw to post pic lik hw my othr frienz does..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but think its gona be hard!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but still i wan to try... prob nt now...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">okie came home... sad tt xiao qiang still MIA...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">haiz... nt tt scared... so decide to pack my stuff...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">hmm nw the exterior lks much beta den b4...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but the cupboard is in the mess...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">so many worksheets... undone revision papers...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">wonder when cn i actually finish...hmmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">when start to tink of tis thing...Stress</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;">is following behind...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so trying tell myslf to take 1 step at a time...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">at least finish lect notes first... n alittle prac..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">pray hard tt i cn finish... cos this wk kinda of busy...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but hav faith! i can do it with God's help! :D</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">btw jaz was saeing i forgt to add mingyiyi into my study plan...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i agree lahz... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i oso lazy change plan le...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so mingyiyi do u get the hint?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hahaha... GO GO JIA YOU!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">muz try finish organic... so muz end soon... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shall try post the pic of my croc shoe later...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cya...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115339758556387631?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153336570581109282006-07-19T12:13:00.000-07:002006-07-20T05:20:24.730-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;"><span style="color:#33ffff;">help!!!<br />gt xiao qiang in my room again!!!<br />vera bluff me...<br />she sae she kill liao!!!<br />but y </span></span><span style="color:#33ccff;">still gt!!!<br />gosh... dun tell me my room infested wif all the ah qiang family!!!<br />i feelin itchy all over!!!!<br />hw to slp?<br />it went under </span><span style="color:#3366ff;">my bed...<br /></span><span style="color:#3366ff;">dunwan to be lik ming yi yi...<br />have it crawling all over me!!! wawaw....<br />help!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115333657058110928?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153335212356701162006-07-19T11:09:00.000-07:002006-07-20T05:29:50.493-07:00<p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffcc;">hey hey... im bk after a month or so...<br />b4 i start or end..<br />i have 2things to sae...<br />first, the post below is copyrighted frm winnie..<br />sorrie took it without ur permission...<br />second, me 2dae very naugthy,<br />nv study! oops!<br />but haiz.. muz understand...<br />i nv touch the com 4 hw long?<br /><br />hehehe... gave my blog a brand new look!<br />took very long to choose</span> </span><span style="color:#ffff99;">this skin!<br />took even longer to edit a little of the template...<br />duno y oso.. think my blog too big...<br />acutally wanted to change blog tooo...<br />but come to think of it...<br />still like my this blog add!!!dunwan change...<br /><br />btw i copied that post frm winnie becos it's something im feeling now...<br />im glad that winnie woke up...<br />but i oso wan to wak up..<br />i wan to hav that child like faith again...<br />believing in something, someone whom i cant c<br />bt it's getting more n more difficult...<br />moreovr this few</span><span style="color:#000000;"> <span style="color:#ffff33;">daes,<br />think i under depression or wat lahz..<br />lik gt split personality...<br />you wont wan to know cos it's really scary...<br />leave it 2 the medic and God to treat it...<br /><br />btw... the booboo medic is taking years to come bk lahz...<br />if my nose wait 4 u come bk treat...<br />think prob it wld have run round the world once le! blehx!<br />i noe very cold!<br />but that's the gd thing about blogs...<br />u cant hear what's pple immediate reaction! :D<br />hmmm.... dun like u nehz...<br />you giv the tutu</span> <span style="color:#ffcc33;">always cheat my feelings!<br />first incident, i came into my dark room,<br />den saw the light blinking,<br />happily tot ur sms was coming...<br />wait 4 a while.. den realised..<br />wo bei pian le! wawawa<br />den todae it kept blinking 4 no reason..<br />always make me excited 4 nothing! hmph!<br />think end of the month fone bills explode le...<br />since i doin research on population explosion,<br />think i can shun bian c if i can adapt any way to prevent our fone bills frm explodin nt!!!<br />okie okie dun kill me!!! nan de i can sae cold jks...<br /><br />shd end soon...but warning.. think it may stretch 4 anothr half a page!<br />ming yi yi quick come bk!<br />xiao zhu zhu </span><span style="color:#ff9966;">very ke lian...<br />no one tok to... no one teng teng!!!!<br />but it's a gd thing u go overseas...<br />so at least i can settle down a little!!!<br /><br />b4 i leave.. think i shd giv an ending to the old and intro to the new...<br />this will facilitate me in remembering impt stuff<br />i ended wif the old about 2mths ago..<br />becos of some misunderstandings...<br />come to tink of it.. my memories of u seem to have vanished...<br />prob memories of the first tm we met only...<br />our ups and downs... yup was hurting... but made me learnt a few things...<br />it made me wan to make this present one a right one...<br />be it infront of God or the things we do..<br />n most importantly...<br />it made wan him to be my last...<br />many things i wanna to sae but i forget le...<br /><br />now my present... dun be</span><span style="color:#ff6600;"> </span><span style="color:#ff6600;">jealous lahz... i oso going to touch on u...<br />1st thing: GO GO JIA YOU!<br />Hmmm... wanted to write down y I chose u... but... a bit lazy...<br />Okie fine...<br />Both of us r very similar...<br />sharing not similar but SAME fantasy...<br />of no help to each other when we r upset... hahaha....<br />But im glad we r T1 and T2!!!<br />Guess tht will be the key factor to keep us going!<br />Not 4getting 1e, 4h, 5i too!!!<br />There's mani things to sae...<br />but think tok it over the fone more fun!!!!<br />Wait dun think too hard first...<br />Im referring to our past outings!!!<br />I wan to thank you too...<br />4 letting me feel loved...<br />letting me</span><span style="color:#ff6600;"> </span></span><span style="color:#ff0000;">feel fortunate ...<br />letting me feel secure...<br />letting me feel happy..<br />letting me feel stress.. (blehx.. being mean here)<br />letting me feel what does it mean to miss someone...<br />letting me understand how does it feel to be truthful to someone<br />esp about lovey dovey stuff...<br />letting me know the importance of my actions to tt someone...<br />letting me wan to stay faithful n committed in a relationship...<br />n letting me feel the pain<br />when I tot u wanted a break up instead of a break out!<br />Guess the above summarises everything that we did b4!!<br />Ni chi wo chi jiu okie le... :D<br />Shit... the entry a bit too long...<br />pls dun try </span><span style="color:#ff0000;">to recall when was the<br />prev time I sae I wan end... oops!!! :S<br />Okie gtg... going 3 le!!!no need slp lahz...<br />Nitez... a reminder to me...<br />Have faith!</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115333521235670116?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1153332556684002662006-07-19T11:05:00.000-07:002006-07-19T11:09:16.686-07:00<em>this boy who had leukemia</em><br /><em>and his parents brought him overseas to get the best treatment.</em><br /><em>And seeked all kinds of Gods to help him.</em><br /><em>They also receieved Christ .</em><br /><em>But the boy didn't get well.I</em><br /><em>n fact, he was dying .</em><br /><em>Then one day when the father was chanting some prayer or something over him,</em><br /><em>this boy suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the father and said</em><br /><em>" DAD! Stop it! what are you doing! How could u give up Jesus so easily?!"</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>That phrase <strong><span style="color:#ffff33;">"HOW cld u give up Jesus so easily"</span></strong> striked a chord with me.</em><br /><em>just got the tears flowing. </em><br /><em>I mean this small Boy who's dying can have such great faith him Jesus . </em><br /><em>What about us. </em><br /><em>Though we know he lives where is our faith?. </em><br /><em>I almost gave him up so many times.</em><br /><em>But did he give up on me?</em><br /><em>never.</em><br /><em>In his gentle ways, </em><br /><em>he always sent people to help me and bring me back to him.</em><br /><em>As long as history...</em><br /><em>Man has always forgotten his 1st love and turn their back to Jesus. </em><br /><em>How heart broken God must be. </em><br /><em>Yet he has always been faithful and Just to forgive us.</em><br /><em>How g8 is he!</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-115333255668400266?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1148133279801499502006-05-20T06:15:00.000-07:002006-05-20T06:54:41.353-07:00great mistake...<br />great misunderstanding...<br />cindy said b4 that it's nv nice to break up over the phone..<br />face to face would be more sincere..<br />ours, over sms...<br />indeed wrong tool used to break up...<br />juz a few smses... and... haiz...<br />im gona to tell my side of story...<br />prob it may seem that im trying to protect some1 or even myslf...<br />but im juz gona sae...<br /><br />prob this started ever since i talk to my online frien..<br />noeing myself, im flirt...<br />i was afraid that i would hurt piggy like his ex...<br />so i kept telling him that my feelings may change...<br />i really thot it would...<br />till the ice-skating dae..<br />i told myself to treat him as gd frien...<br />juz lik hw he treat me...<br />i really managed to do it...<br />that's y i kept reassuring piggy that there is nothing...<br />yes i have to admit that he some1 nice to be wif..<br />but when im out with him..<br />i juz feel like frienz...<br /><br />den came todae...<br />both of us regained our singlehood...<br />and after reading ur blog...<br />i realised hw bad this has becum...<br />1) the one abt not wanting to go to sakura...<br />i was really sad that dae...<br />lik i hav told u,<br />jaz has not been very happy wif me...<br />of cos i will feel disturb esp when i duno wat i do to make her so sad..<br />i really dun feel hungry though i only add a bread 4 recess and lunch...<br />even till yest.. my appetite wasnt back 4 lunch...<br />i really din hear my sms cum..<br />until when i reach white sands in evan's car...<br /><br />2)asking ming yi to evan's hse...<br />he was saeing tht he was very bored...<br />wanted to lik accompany him..<br />later it juz revolved to asking him to evan's hse...<br />i cant really rem,<br />but i guess prob it was also half of evan's idea...<br /><br />3) yest nite..<br />rem i told u not to worry..<br />cos i'll be toking to him..<br />i din noe what to do when u called me..<br />i noe u won't be happy..<br />bt we were in the midst of a conversation...<br />but by the end of it which was about a while later...<br />i was already starting to tok rubbish already...<br />tt's y i din call u...<br />doze off when i hung up the fone...<br />im sorrie 4 that...<br /><br />4)todae...<br />u saed u were bu shuang about the not calling u back matter...<br />i apologised..<br />u nv reply...<br />i called...<br />u still sounded unhappy...<br />when u sms about u being stuck at the middle of the highway,<br />i din reply immediately cos i was slping...<br />when i read it...<br />i din noe u mean by u cycled..<br />i tot u were still unhappy..<br />and u meant something like we will forever be in diff world...<br />no matter hw much effort u put in u will nv be able to reach my world (punggol)...<br />that's y i sae wat do u wan to do now...<br />wat i meant was wat u wan to do wif our relationship...<br />when u saed u were home..<br />i was wondering whether is it u really was on the way to punggol or u hav decided to giv up that's y u sae u r home..<br />tt's y i ask u that..<br />which make u so bu shuang...<br />when u saed nvm...<br />i was still wondering...<br />that's y i ask whethr u wana to giv up...<br />u saed u were tired...<br />i tot it was over the relationship..<br />first time...<br />of cos i have to admit that i dun do a gd job beocs it was u that was giving in all the way...<br />when i sae u can try other means to get here (tt's when i suspect that u did try to cum to punggol)...<br />i meant prob we can meet up or what...<br />or tmr i can go down...<br />dun wan bully u...<br />when i still blur...<br />u ask me about ming yi...<br />so everything juz really made me think that u were affected by him...<br />of cos i din keep u when u ask if u shd continue...<br />since when did i call u 2 wait?<br />nw that u sae u r tired...<br />would i bear to hold u?<br />i was afraid that our luv may becum hatred, if ever i changed to lik some1 etc...<br />that's y ask u to giv up...<br />that's my part of story...<br />i really duno y it turn out tis way...<br />prob it's God's will...<br />enjoy ur singlehood...<br />promise nv to let those tears flow 4 too long...<br />*muackZz*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-114813327980149950?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1144514973755168382006-04-08T09:17:00.000-07:002006-04-08T09:59:55.100-07:00hmm... nv tot that i will blog today... haha... but think to todae im juz going to copy and paste sometings i read in other pple blog... so if i happen to take a small part of ur blog dun ang ry okie.. angugu...<br /><br />hmm first up.. around the same time last yr.. or prob earlier.. we hurt some1.. frm then.. i'll ready her blog.. wanting to find out hw's live for her.. im sorrie.. prob our choice was really wrong.. she was deeply hurt.. found out from him tt she was very nice and sweet.. haiz.. unlike me.. i never knew her personally... tt's y when reading her blog, i always wonder hu is she toking about... initially i knew.. but nw.. i suspect.. but afterall she is a girl and he was once whu she loved so dearly.. so i guess i shd be rite..<br />Quoted:<br />[1] my brain asked mi to let him go.. but my heart says no.<br />[2] its so heart wrenching when i see you all ********..<br />[3] but i still think i should trust you<br />[4] i cant stop him if he wants to **** you..<br />[5] i cant make you stop urself bcos of me..<br /><br />my heart feels so pain when i read this.. feeling her pain.. feling sorrie for not treating him well, letting her down.. wat makes it worst is tt im listening to "Kiss You Goodbye".. so feeling a little emo... all i can sae is sorrie... i really din meant to break u all up.. i din noe he loved u too.. sorrie... can i request tt u dun let him go if u r really toking about him... i know im being selfish.. but me and him are in a way drifting... our future seems blurred... i hate it when we quarrel.. i hate to giv in sometimes.. tt's y i noe there will be this dae i will juz leave.. i'm too selfish.. prob i dun truely love him tt's y.. haiz.. dun tok about it liao<br /><br />okie jump jump... poi poi!!! fine duno hw spell.. if duno what im saeing.. cum to me.. i giv u sound effect!!!hahaha... think u shd go to this blog: <a href="http://www.wackybonks.blogspot.com">www.wackybonks.blogspot.com</a> . hahhaa.. it's evan blog.. she so cute.. she's so easily fascinated by stuff!!! but she's scary when she angry or sad!!! after reading u will noe more about my group of friendz... hw fun crazy 05S227 can be if we are much closer!!! aiyo.. den wan to hav a gd laugh abt me, u shd go there too!!! argh.. duno what she will write about me.. haven read yet... hmm.. hang on... btw the two pics u c the moment u scroll down.. hmm.. dun u find it familiar? haiz... was too lazy to read on.. but manage to find the post that toked about my fone... tt post i funny!!!hahaha gong gong is still as cute.. hahah.. okie it made my day happier.. aiyo think pple will think i psycho... haiz.. did i ever mention.. i tink tt evan is pretty.. go c her pics... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-114451497375516838?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1144065815347969332006-04-03T04:23:00.000-07:002006-04-03T05:03:35.510-07:00hey hey.. im back again.. guess the only time i really settle down to blog is when i really do not have anione to turn to... i still have piggy.. however i feel that the matter is better read than said.. duno why.. prob becos i'll be able to sae finish everyting at 1 shot.. oso u dun hav to trouble ur ears and hear me whine when you r playing...<br /><br />hmm.. duno hw to start.. i cant say i hav mood swings cos my time of the month is not here yet.. cant sae i hav depression cos my mood actually resume after sometime.. juz that something is troubling me.. i dun feel happy.. gets very upset this few daes when it comes to speech.. haiz.. toking seems to be the hardest thing to me now.. haiz.. i always seem to be saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.. is like i noe it's wrong but somehow i'll repeat my mistakes without realising it.. haiz..<br /><br />initally it was about me not listening to pple speak.. duno if i hav improved but i doubt so.. haiz though im trying my best not to lose my temper at jaz.. haha.. trying only.. hmm.. piggy's matter.. i duno but this few daes din consult him on any thing so he cant sae whether i got listen to pple's opinion not.. bleahz.. but i guess that is not the main prob now...<br /><br />hahaha.. pple get back results will feel sad becos they din do well... or becos they din meet their expectations.. but me i overshot my expectation and im very happy with my results.. but on anothr hand.. feel sad.. becos im insensitive in a way.. like one of my friend always sae.. when u do well, and pple around you dun do well.. u better dun tok.. but.. how r you going to suppress ur feelings? okie fine.. keep quiet.. but when u see that u lose by a few marks to a higher grade, u would wan to find out where go wrong, what careless mistake u made.. but i guess in the midst of doing so.. rem about the people around you.. this is one lesson i have learnt.. it din really happen to me.. but it was my frien's comments about another ger whu did better than her but was 'complaining' that she miss her nxt grade by a small margin.. my frien felt... you shd noe.. so hard to explain.. what occur to me,which i regret doing, was to actually start a conversation wif a frien hu din do as well but looking to thru her paper, and trying to find out where did i lose my marks.. prob to some is normal.. but i think it will be very hurtful to some.. okie piggy.. dun saei over-sensitive again...<br /><br />another thing that affects me is.. i cant control myself toking about the qns i cant do in the paper.. saeing that it was difficult...saeing that i cant do well... i mean.. out of 10pple.. at least8 will discuss about the paper and comment that they wont do well.. prob on purpose or becos of lack of self confidence...but do you noe this irritates pple the most... esp when u do well in the end.. haiz.. sad... piggy tt's y i sae i muz go into isolation... cos i noe i wont be able to keep quiet about it... my freind sae... it's best to keep quiet about it when u are not sure whether u will do well anot, and u can go ahead, 'in a way', when u r sure tt u wont do well cos it will not affect or irritate pple when ur results are back becos it juz reflects the truth on what u sae... but sometimes it's juz too difficult... and i guess i have in a way irritated my this friend.. qouted from another friend u tok to:'everytime after getting results muz have earpiece when im around' (not the actual words, but something like tt).. i duno what was her tone when she saed that.. but i was very affected by it.. prob she was really joking.. but to me it still holds some truth becos she said something like ' u always sae u wont do well, but in the end, u still do well'...and she is easily 'irriated' when pple saes this and it does not happen...<br /><br />piggy... i noe u wanted me to be happy.. im not blaming u.. but i really din wan her to noe i was affected by what she saed.. cos i feel that we nw very gan ga.. pls pls.. dun ask her to read this.. she saed nothing wrong.. bt she apologised.. wont it juz make her more conscious about wat she sae? i dun wan tt to happen.. i wan her to speak frm her heart.. haiz.. lets pray hard that we wont be gan ga bahz... btw me feeling ok liao... even b4 u replied me... i think.. haiz... i juz wanted to tell u hw i felt... haix...<br /><br />sorrie piggy think this few daes u have to bear with me.. maybe i'll juz asking u or questioning u the same thing... hmmm in a way its good.. cos tis will let u noe tt im psycho!!! and let you think about our future again... :D .. i guess 4 me.. im not going to care about nxt time.. but juz be crazy wif u!!! :D so tt means i can bully u as much as possible becos i'll be treating each meeting as the last timei c u!!! :D<br /><br />wait!!! i think im crazy... im feeling fine now.. but anything sad comes about, i noe i'll be more affected den usual.. sorrie pple.. esp piggy and gong gong...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-114406581534796933?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1139582073916151672006-02-10T05:53:00.000-08:002006-02-10T06:34:33.993-08:00Love<br />Is a word that everyone wish to get involve in<br />Yet many a times getting badly injured by<br /><br />She was once a sister which I was so close to<br />We knew everything about each other<br /><br />Times changed<br />We drifted<br />However her place in my heart still stands<br /><br />Always hoping that I'll be one of the first she will turn to<br />Didn't want to lose touch with her<br /><br />However, when times like these happens<br />I really hope it didn't<br /><br />Hearing her shaky voice<br />Knowing something bad had happened<br />Yet, unable to do much<br />Feeling so hopeless<br />For only being able to ask her to let it out<br /><br />How O Lord,<br />Am I suppose to help her?<br /><br />I know it's wrong<br />I never really approved to it<br />Yet, there is nothing much I can do<br />But to see this realtionship deepen<br /><br />'She' was just too sweet<br />No one who yearns to be loved could resist<br />Yet, it just can't be 'her'<br /><br />Many a time,<br />I just hope that 'she' was a him<br />Because then,<br />They will receive my full support<br />And be a blissed couple<br /><br />It's too late<br />Asking her to turn back<br />Would be like killing them both<br /><br />It hurts to hear her cry<br />Yet, am I to allow her to continue something that will soon end<br />Or, to end it heartlessly now<br /><br />I'm lost, O Lord<br />Teach me how to save her<br />She has fallen too deep<br />Only You can reach her<br />And correct her path<br />Only You can stop those tears from falling<br /><br />It's just so painful to see her<br />Once, cheerful and active<br />To be, a Love Slave now<br /><br />Why is love such a complicated word<br />Why does it create more tears than smiles<br />Why can't there be normal couples<br />Why can't those who really love be together<br /><br />Why..why.. why<br />Knowing so many people who can't be together because of certain reasons juz makes my heart ache for them... they are sure about their future.. they are happy with each one's company, yet it juz cant turn out right!<br /><br />But us, so many uncertainities, so much efforts in compromising, trying to ensure a relationship that prob can nv happen or will nv last... is it worth it... everytime there is a disagreement, it juz pull us apart, making the possible vision blurred..we are worlds apart.. different views, different ways of working, different way on interpretation...Too much compromising never gives a happy ending... so then, what for? we are both tired of holding on.. why cant we juz let go, take a step back, continue a happy and enjoyable friendship first? When the time comes, if we are for it, then continue with the battle.. what i really foresee nw is that we r going to soon have lack of communication and drift apart.. i dunwan this to happen, but tell me what am i suppose to do? i think i am really selfish, i dunwan to lose u in my life, but if this prob persist, i feel that i rather let go... i am not able to even fulfill ur slightest wish.. prob i really am not ready for it.. it juz stress me out when friends call us couple and stuff, cos i dunwan u to have too much hope.. yet.. i really duno... think its prob time to release... think it twice...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-113958207391615167?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1136389408236613482006-01-04T07:17:00.000-08:002006-01-04T07:43:28.300-08:00hmm.. hihi let me bai nian first... not chinese new year but happy new year worz... hhahaha... finally.. the dae has cuming.. having to use the com without ani worries.. internet bills will remain constant... will not be dc.. and more importantly i can type in the text box again...<br /><br />todae is the 2nd dae of sch... wawawa already so tired lahz.. haiz rushing hw.. having to take stress coming upon us.. the stress i giv myself.. haiz.. but think the most poor thing one is still piggy... hahah... this part of his life is over **hint: you are old** but yet he seems to be repeating it again becos of me.. hahah.. cos everyday im telling him i cant tok much cos muz do hw.. hmm... this will definitely affect us alot.. less communication means less close... sad!!! sorrie... but this year the first friend i made is mr bowman.. but think beta dun get too close b4 things get out of hand... hahah.. like me being flirt.. vineger flooding tamp!!!! hahha... but like i sae when u r single, u envy pple tt are attach... when u r somehw attach, u miss singlehood.. i tot this was normal... but cum to think of it, maybe im wrong.. think those hu are attach and love their partner alot would not feel this way... so hmm... think i gt something wrong... haiz... shall not think too much... i have told him.. me feel much relieve though i took back my words.. felt more comfortable wif him after that.. but guess what gives me joy is the promises b/w us... hmmm... though some may not be a gd promise.. but i feel the wan to keep it!!! if we manage to keep the promise.. think i will be so happi lahz... hahaha...<br /><br />okie lets shift our attention... haiz.. what promises did u make to urself this year? for me... the first one... not really a promise but a hope.. is that piggy will becum a christian and pei me go church and listen to sermon, sing the same song together... hmmm... but being realistic, its almost impossible... but miracles still happen!!! :D but i realised hw impt to have a husband or bf that is of the same religion... becos they will feel for thing that you feel for.. their principles will more or less be the same as urs.. so scary... piggy c this 4 sure veru sad one... so like what i sae.. open ur heart and eyes!!! :D other promises is to study hard.. me having poor memory affects me alot.. makes me sad... haiz.. but im going to leave everything in God's hand.. whether i hav to go the extra mile to study more, have Him, nothing is impossible.. of cos hoping tt time piggy oso having exams... muahaha.. me getting back on my relationship with God... yup yup.. singing christian songs juz makes me cry automatically.. after that u feel so gd!!! :D me psycho rite.. now what im also hoping is that my 2 girl friend will hav their ans soon and become as cheerful again! that piggy and i will find our true one! and finally that i will spend time wif my pri,sec and jc frienz... hehehe.. all so fun to be wif...<br /><br />but for nw.. me muz go do hw... and get ready to get scolded by rahman 2mr.. haiz... me haven becum nerd... but have become a tiny little bit more mature in my work... hahaha.. as if!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-113638940823661348?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1126015627934857582005-09-05T18:05:00.000-07:002005-09-06T07:07:07.943-07:00Haha.. im back again… miss me? This is a bloggy skin piggy choose for me… really very simple.. hahah.. but very girl too.. but its NICE!!! Haha a even mre exciting ting.. okie fine.. prob to me only.. im using a laptop to type the post.. J first time lehz.. muz time myself see how long I take! Nw is 4.25… actually was suppose to use it only at nite to do pw..den nw do hw one.. but u noe me very kpo lahz.. haha I took damn long to log in can…den when I was nt really paying attention, I actually typed the correct password.. o man that means I cant off the com now cos I act din even noe I typed something.. oops..<br /><br />Haiz nv study den cum and type bloggy post.. everyone 4 sure kill me one.. except probably piggy!!! Bleahz.. is u call me update my bloggy one.. but u nv sae when.. so im doing it now lohz… heheeh..<br /><br />Haiz.. tok about serious stuff nw.. something is wrong.. guess this time piggy also noe liao.. aiyo die.. gt so many to sae but duno hw type out.. juz take yest, sun, 4/9 for example.. y did I cry? Wanted pity? I really duno.. prob wan to bring across my message that I wish and hope that wat we r doing will cum to an end.. I feel tt everytime tis happen.. it seems lik it has becum a habit, a routine.. and nt so much of lovey dovey feeling liao… u saed sorrie.. but I noe it wasn’t for the ting u did.. but becos u brought tears to my eyes.. I saed it wasn’t ur fault becos I feel that most of the time it is me who lead u into it.. temptation.. u saed it cant be controlled.. but to me.. It can be.. as long as I dun cum ur house or dun tang tang.. prob it will solve it.. I duno… juz read ur bloggy.. felt sad after reading it.. many many reasons.. shall try to list it all out… prob the one tht had the most impact on me was u sae “ wat were u to me”… puzzled y u will sae that.. tried to recall wat I did to make u sae that.. I really duno y.. but I guess it’s accumulated since very long ago but becos u have been compromising tt’s y…<br /><br />Prob I should ask myself the most basic qn.. who r u to me? I duno.. my stead? My bro? I noe it’s been my fault to nt wan clarify stuff.. I duno.. I cant hav stead.. u saed u will wait 4 four yrs.. but wat we r doing nw does nt reflect tt.. wait… wat im going to continue saeing is wat I really feel and im nt putting any blame on u.. wat we were like in the past will nv cum back.. though I hope it will.. or prob I tried to make it cum bk.. which has caused so much pain for u.. im sorrie.. I noe I’ve been calling u to be urself yet on another hand I kept controlling ur life.. I duno y am I lik tt.. but guess it’s something of me tt is very hard to change and a criteria which makes me nt fit to be someone’s stead… hey hey I think I noe y u ask tt qn already.. wat happen significantly on tt dae was when I tot u were angry wif me tt incident.. I duno.. but wat make me seat on the floor at first was out of fun if I nv rem wrongly… den later it became something both of us gt angry or irritated wif each other about.. oops.. hahah nw u noe wat it means by lack of communication cause misunderstanding.. haha.. at least I feel tt that was the lesson learnt from there becos I din find out hw u feel… haha bt guess u dun wana to tell me also..<br /><br />Okie this lead to my nxt point y I feel sad.. hahah tis sound lik a compo out of a sudden.. aiyo.. juz tok to Sharon.. miss her so much.. whee~!!! Her bdae yao lai le.. hahah.. basically I wan to sae I forget wat I wan sae liao… oops… o ya if Im not wrong, it’s about me reading ur blog den I found out tt u have been so troubled wif so many stuff but u nv tell me.. I feel sad becos u nv tell me.. but I feel even mre sad that i actually cause u nt to be urself.. lik pple always sae tis booboohead nv tell pple his problem.. since u gt tell me, its quite gd liao… but u gt force den sae one lohz… duno whether u actually find me a bother when I kept asking u to tell me hw u feel, but I noe I will if pple kept asking me.. im sorrie.. I try nt to ask den.. haiz.. wo ba piggy bi feng le.. sa yang saying.. I always wanted to hear ur opinions.. bt u dun wan to tel me.. prob becos u noe telling me hw u feel will nt change anything but make me try to compromise only.. haiz.. I oso duno wat to do.. tell me hw.. sometimes I feel useless.. cos my thinking and maturity level is nt that high to help u analyse ur problem.. prob tt makes u nt feel lik telling me…haiz..<br /><br />oh no.. cant rem wat I wan to sae liao.. hahah.. juz wan to sae for another time I find tt we man you yuan again.. cos yest, sun, I was asking myself this qn, wat am I to u? have I evolved into that reason that brought u away frm her? Im sorrie.. I noe it’s an insult to u.. but this was hw I feel.. I wanted to find out wat mak u feel high becos I was afraid u choose someone else who was able to giv u that feeling since I am nt able to or I reject to… I am sorrie.. I noe it will hurt u very badly after reading this.. sorrie for nt having confidence in u.. wat happen to u and pris in the past did affect me a lot for sometime… though it doesn’t really nw but… I duno hw to sae lahz.. duno wats my prob lahz.. ARGH!! Haiz.. does it means I dun hav feelings 4 u liao? I duno.. ni ke yin na wo lai chu qi.. I wont mind.. as long as im able to help u feel a little beta.. aiyo stupid piggy.. nw I really forget wat I wan to type liao.. haiz..<br /><br />ooo.. I realize I haven ans u the qn.. wat r u to me? I always wanted us to be a “best friend couple” haiz.. bt it juz seem so difficult.. haiz.. wont giv up hoping!!! :D but nw let juz be innocent piglets and concentrate in our studies and all our friendships and relationships.. prob tt’s when I will learnt hw to appreciate u mre and find out if I’ve cheating ur feelings.. haiz hopeless me.. den u will nt becos of me hv so much mood swings and lose so much water.. u r always the one I will choose to turn to every times something bad happens or when something gd happen since we gt closer.. even if we weren’t that close last yr, u seem to still noe everything.. thx 4 always being there.. sorrie for nt being understanding to help u thru those diff times of urs.. I really treasure those times… if being in a relationship hinders u frm saeing certain things, I rather be a frienz… im sorrie.. sorrie 4 hurting u with those words and sorrie 4 nt being there to clean those tears of urs if they are rolling down uncontrollably…<br /><br /><br />5/9<br />6.05pm<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112601562793485758?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125850453741211622005-07-12T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:16:05.180-07:00Guilty is the only word I can say now.. it’s not about dodo’s matter but about piggy head.. I noe you r starting to be irritated.. dun control, if u really hate me den let it be.. u told me to understand another person, is to put myself into that’s person’s shoes.. I tried, hopefully without my own feelings mixed inside too.. All I felt was a very strong of guilt, prob becos of wat I said to you, and a heart that is very uncomfortable.. I told you already, me reading both your stories already make me feel sad, what more you? I guess you know I’m quite determined to make those dams of yours broken, prob I was being selfish and not consider what you really feel.. but I know running away is also not a solution.. you will still have to face it one day.. prob if you faced it now, you will realize who is the actual one in your heart.. hopefully a girlish way of letting those flow away will help you.. guess you will not call me back liao… wait.. he called me back again!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585045374121162?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125850544492427072005-07-10T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:15:44.493-07:00Argh!!! Me computer really dun lik me lohz.. wawa.. dun let me post.. noe I gt limited space in my memory, still bully me.. hmpth.. shall type out wat I wan sae first if nt 2mr go sch 4 sure forget wat I wan sae one.. piggy head.. im here to warn u.. if u dunwan to noe anything about those posts in ur dodo’s blog, u betta dun read this.. cos it’s gona be on it.. dunwan spoil ur dae.. Im going to start.. duno wat to sae also.. read her blog.. always depresses me.. but y do I always wan to read it to depress myself? Haha.. prob becos Im kpo.. actually I really duno.. haiz.. felt so confuse when reading her blog.. was lik her.. had many qns I wanted to ask.. becos they seemed so close with piggy fetching her after sch.. wat’s going on.. actually I used to wonder y is she always saeing until lik they were steads..i tot it was becos of tt one gdnite *** .. but it seems lik prob they really spend a lot of time together before.. now it seems lik I was really the third party.. piggy does age really matter so much? If she noes this small factor tt bring her to a disadvantage, it’s gonna hurt.. really!! Prob those qns can wait or prob I shdn’t ask at all.. cos I noe piggy really wans to get away frm it.. me reading her post prob is already something he doesn’t really like.. But reading her blog.. brought back a lot of past memories.. wat she sae.. some of her qns.. is wat I experienced b4 and wat I wanted to ask.. prob I din hate him to tt extend.. I duno.. cant rem much.. but I noe wat she’s feeling was wat I was feeling.. she losing him was lik him losing pris.. y is love always so sad.. always told my frienz tt juz ended their relationships tt we hav to go thru all this pain b4 we can find the rite one.. but when im involve.. it’s nv easy to sae it.. sometimes I rather be the only one getting hurt.. and nt get so many pple involve.. sicko rite? Hahah.. used to it already.. im nt trying to act wei da here.. 4 me sad memories will roll away lik those tears tt flow.. but 4 others it’s nt this way… shall stray and tok bad about him Liking or even loving this piggy head is never an easy thing.. hahah.. tips 4 others out there? Haha.. 4 his future crush… Though he doesn’t look appealing, he has a character that makes people around him very comfortable, a mouth that doesn’t allow him to lose face you will for sure get irritated by him, but happy somehow without those irritating words, tt’s not him already he never like to get too involve with BGR and mushy stuff if he was given a choice, he would rather let girls do the chasing though part of the reason is he being lazy, but he just doesn’t want to hurt anyone. Seeing a girl cry can even bring him to tears what more rejecting her, saying the true reason behind it? For him to say it out whether is it to chase her or reject her is a big obstacle course for him that’s why asking him to make a decision is almost impossible! He never seems to be able to let go of his past that’s why that makes it even more difficult for him to make a decision so cant really sae he yi jiao ta liang chuan under pressure, he will just agree to what make the other party happy so if you want a lasting relationship, better give him time and space but be prepared that he wont even tell you anything after a long time so if you wanna to like him.. you must nt only be able to tolerate him nt replying ur sms or falling asleep while toking, or being unconcern of your past or something you r doing.. but oso a lot on his emotional being.. something tt almost no one has really seen or understand it yet.. me so insensitive, hw to understand him? Prob dodo treasure him and understand more than I do.. wat I sae above is frm experience from the 3-4yrs..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585054449242707?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125850649810799492005-07-06T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:18:31.820-07:00hey hey im back again.. hahah.. too bo liao nehz.. suppose to be doing pw.. but haiz.. u noe u noe lahz.. but the com oso very meany lehz.. dun let me d/l anything to c oso.. hmpth.. let me act hard working for a while mahz! :P todae very tired nehz.. now is nt enough slp.. think is slp too much tt's y!!! hahah piggy head 4 sure kill me one cos yest night never really li him!! aiyo toking about him.. muz beat buttock liao.. huh! 1.30am den orh orh.. or prob even later.. but 2dae i gt one time very high nehz.. cos i met gong gong.. den she sae she like me bloggy song!! but sorrie nehZ duno hw send 2 u.. cos it comes wif the skin.. :D .. den zhu tou was lik crying partly becos of the song.. haha.. eheh.. shd nt be happy cos i din get to c... let me tok about funny thing first.. abit lag behind date but nvm lahz.. funny jiu hao rite? haha cos esther malu herslf wat.. aiyo after one mth hols and after mid-yrs.. was thinking to myself muz be mre serious in my work.. den muz be a not so blur cg rap and stuff... juz when i was thinking of tt in the bus.. haiz.. was scolded straight after cuming down the bus.. actually i was already wondering y i was lik the only mj ger on the bus.. haiz.. only to realise tt i was late 4 1/2 an hr after being scolded by vp!!! wawawaw.. aiyo.. really lohz.. she ask me the past 6mths wat time do i cum to sch only mon and tues.. frankly speaking.. i really cant remember!!! i juz guess 9am cos i was tere at 9.30am and was scolded.. actually i even forgt tt sch start later on mon and tues lohz.. it was gong gong tt told me it was 9.30am.. haiz.. the funny thing was i tot i was nt the only sotong one.. gong gong oso came at 9.30am.. was still laughing over it todae.. hahah gt grandpa, gt granddaughter!!! okie okie.. the sad thing.. actually can sae it's none of my business, but oso can sae tt im the cause of it!! @_@ i indirectly hurt a ger.. hu was really or can i sae is still in luv wif piggy head.. piggy head told her every thing in a way.. saeing tt he found the one (box u ahz u nt confirm kaez).. tt made her go crazy.. all she could do was to scream and cry.. o man.. if im the one i saeing it and watching it i oso cant tahan.. haiz.. den wat mre piggy head.. guess he muz be feeling lik soooo guilty.. but still trying nt to think bt it liao.. he cried.. haiz.. sorrie.. piggy head.. audrey.. to audrey: if he is really urs.. he will definitely return to ur side.. haiz.. write all this she oso cant see.. wonder is she beta nw haiz.. tonite think piggy wont be happy again.. cos her frien approach him again.. ** rem dun hide it to urself kaez... still gt me... at most cry together.. nothing shy liao ** hahaha.. finally nt meeting piggy todae.. wah.. met him for lik consectively 5days.. haha u think 5day week ahz.. whee~!! feel a sense of satisfaction cos giv him surprises.. like trick him about the tix and money.. give him a small small pressie.. sae some weird weird stuff to him, i oso cant take it lohz.. haha.. duno whether to him was it a surprise a not.. but a least i tot they were.. but majority was lik mission failed.. haha.. but nw all i hav to sae is me brain brain is drained.. lets c cant rem wat i wan sae liao.. haiz.. always lik tt.. argh.. the last ting i can think of to sae is my exams results.. haiz.. terrible.. vegetable.. incorrigible.. even my chem teacher oso duno wat to sae about us liao.. usually he will juz sae.. " rubbish! This is rubbish! you c the bin there? what r u waiting 4? " missed it out of a sudden.. haiz.. maths teacher change.. she quite stirct.. hmm.. but hope tt she will be nice and friendly when it is time to.. :D okok.. lastly.. to frienz out there.. though we always sae "fail liao" so easily.. i noe none of u all wan tt to happen too.. so rem work hard 4 it.. dun be tied down by tis.. it's still a long road ahead! at most u c me more often only for outside study sessions and hav mre nightmares.. muahahaha!!! kaez kaez.. bye bye.. jaz is lik reading my prev tag beside me lahz.. shy nehz!! @_@<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585064981079949?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125850854559938742005-07-05T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:23:14.370-07:00hey hey.. supposed to have posted a very impt post up but it sort of failed.. so sad can.. i type so long nehz.. somemore kana niam by booboohead.. bleahx.. somemore ended up hav to tell him by mouth.. i had to lik do it on tt dae becos i short term memory.. think i will forget the moment i fall aslp.. so muz sae out... :D feeling abit weird now cos typing it in sch lahz.. malu nehz.. who ask me bro's com toooo good already.. kept spoiling under my magical hands.. hahaha.. think im like the first and the last person he will ban frm letting me use his com!!! haha... 2dae is 1st anniversary.. haha.. sae to be one month since we cried.. but gt hidden meaning one lahz.. shy nehz.. i giv u pressie already.. where's mine? hmpth.. nxt time muz x2!! so do like the surprises i give u? hahah im gd rite? but ahz.. limited one ahz.. no more liao,me need go read up mre books first.. so at the moment we shall juz u-turn back to our old ways.. BULLYING.. wait is nt we.. is me only.. :D aiyo me need to make it short.. piggy head.. dun feel sad abt dodo tt thingy already kaez.. noe u been lik running frm it.. ah bish! muz share rite?!?! cannot console u at least rang wo ma ma mahz.. me mouth itchy nehz.. :P ok me need to do something den go 4 lect liao.. cya.. erm duno when.. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585085455993874?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125851144574805412005-07-02T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:25:44.576-07:00wa.... 2dae is a day we did things we haven done 4 a long time.. or shall i add, did things we nv do b4 too.. let me start.. poor brain.. going no mre juice liao.. early in the morning.. 1plus 2.. we tok over the fone.. haha. main point.. or the only thing i can rem.. o man .. u love her so much.. it's such a waste.. gers lik her is hard to cum by.. duno her well.. but someone tt can make u so crazy and sae so much profound phrases, is indeed rare! :D but she's so nice.. juz lik a big jie jie to me.. early afternoon.. met 4 mum mum.. whee~!! so happy trick zhu tou again.. told him i only had 10bucks, so cant buy tix.. haiz.. failed abit.. cos wanted to giv him outside the cinema after lunch.. bt he wanted to buy it while we were waiting to get into ding tai fung.. but nvm.. hahaha.. i have to admit tt i really din noe tt the soup in xiao long bao was so hot...hahaha bt it was gd!! nt only the food and drinks.. bt oso gd tt i trick zhu tou and he treated me again!!! :D feeling bad again.. shh.. dun expose me ahz.. hahaha quick giv me the best actress award!! i succeeded in one thing.. telling him tt i gt the tix 4 the wrong shw!!! hahaha.. actually it was really true tt the person heard wrongly.. hahha din noe tt he really believe!!! whee~!!! it was until i pass him the tix in the cinema tt he realised his tupidness... haha nu ren bu huai nan ren bu ai mahz.. muz make every outing mre memorable wat.. if nt very boring.. actually u oso muz ke lian me.. wo jiao jin nao zhi cai xiang dao de nehz! :D went to ecp again.. wa piggy head really lift up to his name lohz.. sleep until so shuang.. make me shoulder ache somemre.. i din dare slp cos i duno how long was the journey and duno where to stp.. was looking around to find 4 a over-head bridge beside the busstop and white flats.. wanted to wake him up a few times when i saw ECP on the sign board.. gd thing nv if nt i malu myself again.. cos ECP is one of the highway in sg.. reach ecp.. was abit high at the underpass.. wanted to play scissor, paper,stone.. bt too many people.. shy!! @_@ when i reach saw lousy king.. fine lahz noe u tall.. no need mak it so obvious rite.. was taking a stroll to bbq pit 16&amp;17 abit far ahz.. hahah but it was so windy.. saw piggy head tong lei.. horny dog.. helicopter carrying singapore flag.. i guess i heard someone fart too! hahaha.. was my massage gd?!?! seating near a bench near the pit and started toking cock.. think tt time elastic or maybe inelastic collision took place.. i was lik in a stony mood, nt very happy or sad, juz wanted to enjoy wind on piggy head lap.. den zhu tou was on high.. irritating me wif my moo moo cow song!!! Argh.. he promised me tt there will be stars.. whee~!!!! indeed u din bluff me.. **muakZz** so nice.. esp when it gt later at night.. beautiful! could even c them wifout my specs.. went to a big and dark space.. wah.. i saw fake firefly too!!! i was so tired aft both of us became 'crazy' and was lik lying on piggy head lap.. seeing stars, gold frm afar.. everything was so peaceful.. so magical.. so fake.. it was lik in dreamland.. juz so nice.. which i could juz sleep there!!! haha.. but felt guilty after tt.. :S rem our promise.. y u becuming nicer and nicer to me? i wont xin luan one kaez.. come on manz.. move ur crappy mouth and ur abusive hands.. but nt to hard oso ahz.. :D aiyo cant stand myself so long winded!!! wa.. so diff to get a cab even when its already going to be 12mn!!! had to book a cab.. haha.. the trip back was a quiet one.. but it wasn't a gan ga one.. prob a happy, peaceful yet tired one!!! but wat was making me freak out was the taxi fare.. wah jump faster den my heart lohz.. total fare was lik $21.80.. i only paid $0.80.. haha wat does this show? zhu tou is going to be broke very very soon!!! we shall start saving kaez... 1 piece of bread a day only! like tt can save and oso jian fei mahz.. wa toking about tt.. im lik only taking 2meals a dae only 4 the past few daes..including breakfast.. let me comment on the movie alittle.. haha it's so cool and sweet.. oliver and emily only went out less den 10times in 7yrs.. yet they r still together.. tt's wat i mean by real love.. by God's will.. so sweet.. hope i won't be like emily's bf.. the one tt abandon her after having s**.. hope we will be crazy lik them.. acting skills.. able to tok about everything under the sun!!! my wish.. my wish!! going to end soon.. but i juz rem something.. i tell u ahz.. i gt weak heart.. stop lifting me up frm the ground nehz!! u only a few kg heavier den me only can.. somemre u do not have wide base, so nt stable.. scary!! u wan ur ah gong bones to shatter huh? thx 4 everything! :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585114457480541?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125851232218986182005-07-01T23:59:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:27:12.220-07:00i shall continue frm where i stop this afternoon.. but b4 i start.. me wan thank the person whu made tis bloggy skin.. :) .. it's so chio.. juz lik in lalaland! :D okie okie.. muz learn to kick my late late habit.. hahah but thx to my late late habit, i din hav to go so far cos ah ren out of a sudden change venue to cp! cos she burnt her finger.. haha tot was juz a small case but i was like totally gross out when i saw it lahz.. so BIG blister.. like baby croc eyes like tt.. hohohoh!!! suppose to meet at 2.30 becum lik 3plus going 4.. gong gong oso gt cum nehz! miss them so much, pl frienz still rocks.. ah ren seems to becum softer, the loud hailer was like cindy!hahaha.. stray abit.. the sfy opening harp was playing at was so grand lohz.. mj sc was ushering.. so many pple lohz.. all thanks to me, nt u.. gt fascinated by some cartoon shw, den we found our way to the recital studio.. cchms guitar was playing, surprisingly (seems lik it's meant 4 us to be there).. gt a cute ger nehz.. zhu tou regret being born so early? haha mgs handbells were gd!!! the conductor was so funny and cute.. she was dancing to music.. she was lik a thief so happy abt stealing, later being caught.. when released, she went back to her old ways (tt's her dance to the pink panther sound alike song).. i miss the harp.. miss wong still has the montherly smile.. missed it! sam.. sorrie.. din mean to pang seh u.. tot the grp of frienz u tok to was the frienz u were suppose to meet.. oops! found out abt a very shocking news, tt i never expect it to really happen.. always tot tt ah ren always ask the qn 4 fun.. but it really turn out to be true!! haiz.. but i believe that my future sis-in-law or darling-in-law will be a ydK.. no need to be yd oso can as long as it's a K! wo xiang xin ni.. haiz.. i'm still waiting to get a ji tou or can i sae a niu tou.. **hint** ya tou.. he's a nice person.. dun miss it! :D jealous of ur bear.. but i prefer a huggable one.. wait tt's nt a hint!! aiyo malu myslf so many times todae lohz... aiyo.. think the thought of seeing a shooting star has really caused my madness.. can u imagine.. i actually mistook a moth or butterfly to be a shooting star lohz.. still stare at it 4 so long can.. becos tt area was quite bright, so it sort of lik reflect a little light, esp when u r seeing it against a dark sky.. juz tt it was moving at a speed prob lesser den 1km/hr and it was able to move in circles! haiz.. nxt time dun wan wear tt skirt already.. think tt skirt is less den 10 inches long and can u imagine if u did a half split infront of yoshi?!?! so malu can.. mummy!! i wont mind being a tupid ostrish 4 once.. den second time.. hmpth fall in front of piggy head lohz.. take me shoes lahz.. make me fall.. now both knees oso gt blue black.. wan to balance it use paint can liao, no need really make me fall mahz.. some more i juz finish eating.. so i'm HEAVIER.. btw toking about food.. wah.. i was juz so hungry only lohz.. den it made me go on high cos too tired and hungry.. went to some indonesia restuarant and ordered weird food!! haha i gt phobia of trying new stuff nw.. wawa it's so hot can! hahaha felt so weird.. lik we were the youngest.. waited quite long 4 a seat.. and all becos of cowmoomoo bu yao fang qi spirit.. i became even crazier! took pic of everyting, like baby, roaster statue, u, and even me!!! this is crazy.. was brought to our seat only to be asked to leave 4 a while, while they clear the table!! later sat there 4 lik 15mins oso gt no menu.. haha den me crazy again started toking to the table mat.. to summarise the dinner experience = crazy!! yeah.. zhu tou treat nehz!!! hahaha.. wait wait!!! most important part.. cannot forget one.. ever since 13april 2002, i heard it again on 1july 2005.. felt so xing fu loh.. shant continue or some1 will start flying.. which is nt a gd thing, cos when he fall, sg will experience a earthquake 4 the first time in our whle history...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585123221898618?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16311423.post-1125851302832856192005-07-01T12:38:00.000-07:002005-09-04T09:28:22.833-07:00hey hey let's hope that this can be posted up asap... dun ask me what happen to my past msg.. decided to delete them, though it will bring back memories.. juz it will be bad ones.. cos when i read some posts juz nw, i felt tt i becuming miore and miore immature lehz...so sad.. all piggy head fault!!! wait... din wan to tok about him so early one, wanted to make him jealous!!! :D okie main point.. yup basically im cuming back wif a new lk!i din go 4 plastic surgery, dun worry.. can continue hiding in ur room.. if not u will c monster!!! dragon + penguin + pig + cow = monster ok dun stray... shall type a short note first cos going out soon... wif ah ren and cindy!!! whee~! so happy very long nv c them already.. yesterdae tok to gong gong and ad den to dae tok to cindy awhile over fone.. wah oso very happie nehz.. i miss the pl atmosphere! haven really gotten use to 05S227 atmosphere yet! hahaha but they r oso crazy! tt's a gd thing... im on high nw cos later going out maybe going stalk pple!!!! hahah i noe i very kpo but cant help it lahz, when i hear 5 guys going out 4 emo day!!! (emo = emotional) hahaha i cant imagine if they cry! :) i will bring more tissue! okie last point.. this a impt point.. cos it may cause vocanic eruption!!! zhu tou! i finally master 90% of ur sleeping skills liao.. hahaha.. 100% is to slp when toking over the phone wif pple, 90% is to move a few cm away from the phone and sleep... worst of all tel the person i wan go toilet... yi qu bu hui! :D shall end here.. haven pom pom and mum mum!!!! meeting ah ren at 2pm..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16311423-112585130283285619?l=funky-smile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~xlao ql er~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04895090193932510235noreply@blogger.com0