Love
Is a word that everyone wish to get involve in
Yet many a times getting badly injured by
She was once a sister which I was so close to
We knew everything about each other
Times changed
We drifted
However her place in my heart still stands
Always hoping that I'll be one of the first she will turn to
Didn't want to lose touch with her
However, when times like these happens
I really hope it didn't
Hearing her shaky voice
Knowing something bad had happened
Yet, unable to do much
Feeling so hopeless
For only being able to ask her to let it out
How O Lord,
Am I suppose to help her?
I know it's wrong
I never really approved to it
Yet, there is nothing much I can do
But to see this realtionship deepen
'She' was just too sweet
No one who yearns to be loved could resist
Yet, it just can't be 'her'
Many a time,
I just hope that 'she' was a him
Because then,
They will receive my full support
And be a blissed couple
It's too late
Asking her to turn back
Would be like killing them both
It hurts to hear her cry
Yet, am I to allow her to continue something that will soon end
Or, to end it heartlessly now
I'm lost, O Lord
Teach me how to save her
She has fallen too deep
Only You can reach her
And correct her path
Only You can stop those tears from falling
It's just so painful to see her
Once, cheerful and active
To be, a Love Slave now
Why is love such a complicated word
Why does it create more tears than smiles
Why can't there be normal couples
Why can't those who really love be together
Why..why.. why
Knowing so many people who can't be together because of certain reasons juz makes my heart ache for them... they are sure about their future.. they are happy with each one's company, yet it juz cant turn out right!
But us, so many uncertainities, so much efforts in compromising, trying to ensure a relationship that prob can nv happen or will nv last... is it worth it... everytime there is a disagreement, it juz pull us apart, making the possible vision blurred..we are worlds apart.. different views, different ways of working, different way on interpretation...Too much compromising never gives a happy ending... so then, what for? we are both tired of holding on.. why cant we juz let go, take a step back, continue a happy and enjoyable friendship first? When the time comes, if we are for it, then continue with the battle.. what i really foresee nw is that we r going to soon have lack of communication and drift apart.. i dunwan this to happen, but tell me what am i suppose to do? i think i am really selfish, i dunwan to lose u in my life, but if this prob persist, i feel that i rather let go... i am not able to even fulfill ur slightest wish.. prob i really am not ready for it.. it juz stress me out when friends call us couple and stuff, cos i dunwan u to have too much hope.. yet.. i really duno... think its prob time to release... think it twice...
