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hey hey... im bk after a month or so...
b4 i start or end..
i have 2things to sae...
first, the post below is copyrighted frm winnie..
sorrie took it without ur permission...
second, me 2dae very naugthy,
nv study! oops!
but haiz.. muz understand...
i nv touch the com 4 hw long?
hehehe... gave my blog a brand new look!
took very long to choose this skin!
took even longer to edit a little of the template...
duno y oso.. think my blog too big...
acutally wanted to change blog tooo...
but come to think of it...
still like my this blog add!!!dunwan change...
btw i copied that post frm winnie becos it's something im feeling now...
im glad that winnie woke up...
but i oso wan to wak up..
i wan to hav that child like faith again...
believing in something, someone whom i cant c
bt it's getting more n more difficult...
moreovr this few daes,
think i under depression or wat lahz..
lik gt split personality...
you wont wan to know cos it's really scary...
leave it 2 the medic and God to treat it...
btw... the booboo medic is taking years to come bk lahz...
if my nose wait 4 u come bk treat...
think prob it wld have run round the world once le! blehx!
i noe very cold!
but that's the gd thing about blogs...
u cant hear what's pple immediate reaction! :D
hmmm.... dun like u nehz...
you giv the tutu always cheat my feelings!
first incident, i came into my dark room,
den saw the light blinking,
happily tot ur sms was coming...
wait 4 a while.. den realised..
wo bei pian le! wawawa
den todae it kept blinking 4 no reason..
always make me excited 4 nothing! hmph!
think end of the month fone bills explode le...
since i doin research on population explosion,
think i can shun bian c if i can adapt any way to prevent our fone bills frm explodin nt!!!
okie okie dun kill me!!! nan de i can sae cold jks...
shd end soon...but warning.. think it may stretch 4 anothr half a page!
ming yi yi quick come bk!
xiao zhu zhu very ke lian...
no one tok to... no one teng teng!!!!
but it's a gd thing u go overseas...
so at least i can settle down a little!!!
b4 i leave.. think i shd giv an ending to the old and intro to the new...
this will facilitate me in remembering impt stuff
i ended wif the old about 2mths ago..
becos of some misunderstandings...
come to tink of it.. my memories of u seem to have vanished...
prob memories of the first tm we met only...
our ups and downs... yup was hurting... but made me learnt a few things...
it made me wan to make this present one a right one...
be it infront of God or the things we do..
n most importantly...
it made wan him to be my last...
many things i wanna to sae but i forget le...
now my present... dun be jealous lahz... i oso going to touch on u...
1st thing: GO GO JIA YOU!
Hmmm... wanted to write down y I chose u... but... a bit lazy...
Okie fine...
Both of us r very similar...
sharing not similar but SAME fantasy...
of no help to each other when we r upset... hahaha....
But im glad we r T1 and T2!!!
Guess tht will be the key factor to keep us going!
Not 4getting 1e, 4h, 5i too!!!
There's mani things to sae...
but think tok it over the fone more fun!!!!
Wait dun think too hard first...
Im referring to our past outings!!!
I wan to thank you too...
4 letting me feel loved...
letting me feel fortunate ...
letting me feel secure...
letting me feel happy..
letting me feel stress.. (blehx.. being mean here)
letting me feel what does it mean to miss someone...
letting me understand how does it feel to be truthful to someone
esp about lovey dovey stuff...
letting me know the importance of my actions to tt someone...
letting me wan to stay faithful n committed in a relationship...
n letting me feel the pain
when I tot u wanted a break up instead of a break out!
Guess the above summarises everything that we did b4!!
Ni chi wo chi jiu okie le... :D
Shit... the entry a bit too long...
pls dun try to recall when was the
prev time I sae I wan end... oops!!! :S
Okie gtg... going 3 le!!!no need slp lahz...
Nitez... a reminder to me...
Have faith!