my friend ask me if i will continue writing my blog now since i broke up..
din wan to...
but it looks like its quite impossible...
its not that i dunwan to turn to my friends,
but everyone wans me to move on,
but obviously im not doing well..
dunwan to affect them wif my problems n stuff
n if i keep toking about it, my mood maybe will be spoilt...
n i wan to whine whenever i wan
but the good thing, im easily distracted...
so i can be sad for awhile,
nxt moment im fine...

yup... by keeping everything inside oso nt so gd..
will have breakdown... hahaha
maybe im hoping tt when finally we contact again u can read...
but if we are juz friends,
betta tt u dun read..
hahaha...
can u be mingyiyi substitute?
there's so much things i wan to tell him..
but i have to control!
cos i have to keep my promise
stayaway.. patienntly wait for that dae to come...
so u are him now okie.. :)

aiyo shit too much for the intro... i cant rem what i wan sae..
hahaha... actually come to think of it
life have been quite peaceful...
or mre lik usual..
juz tt frm this wk... we made alot of friends..
cos evan signed up for interblock volley..
so got to noe alot of seniors...
they r very nice n funny...
n most of them stay in my block..
got one garang goni tt looks lik kenneth,
1liar tt looks lik ping guan
nice guy tt looks like uncle bernard+martin
and another guy call guan hong...
we dun really noe him, but he is as violent as the one we noe!!!!
n i just found out 2dae tt the liar stays in a room where i can c
tt means he can c me too...
so i must hang my undies away frm tt direction!!!
so shy!
yup yup.. n the stupid evan go gang up wif this senior lynnette,
n sae i lik the liar...
hahaha if u here.. will u be jealous...
maybe evan wont even joke about it le...
hahaha... yup

but think the suckiest things are happening now...
2dae i realise the bag charm tt u gave frm the red dot museum is missing
haiz... i always play wif it when carrying tt bag...
so realised yest i din play..
den went to check... no more le...
haiz... it was the last gift frm u ...
something tt cant be replace cos oso canot find frm outside
even can find oso no meaning..
haiz.. den i juz rem my hp lost...
tt means scary cat oso gone...
though abit lag...
but im really am feeling tt lost...
y am starting to lose everything tt u give me
esp nw tt i need it most..
n that all those gifts becomes extremely precious to me..
haiz.. guess i shd sae i really duno hw to react..
duno.. haiz..
am i going to lose everything..
den tt means u r totally gone?
even my soft toys r becoming dirty...
i dunwan to wash it cos the fur will not be nice le...
so sad...

2dae basketball was fun..
though i was just a last min player..
for the first time i experience bad leg cramps..
having cramps at weird times.. when i just wake up..
den todae i took afternoon nap..
wak up oso cramp...
somthing wrong wif me manz..
den todae when playing the match...
though for 1/2hr for whle match...
but i was dying..
den when i jump.. can feel tt going have cramps..
finally at the 2nd half of the secone match...
both my legs cramped when i jumped..
i could nt stand properly..
so end up falling to the ground..
had slight abrasion but not obvious..
a tot juz hit me...
do i get teng teng?
hahaha... i really nt fit manz..
den i wanted to complain to daddy..
but he for sure sae
"good lahz.. always call uto exercise dunwan,
only noe hw meditate in bed!"
hahaha..n my ans will be...
"i got exercise in my dreams lohz, i get cramps too!!!"
hahaha.. think i the only one laughing...
yup... back to the main point..

saw one of my team member's bf todae..
den i c them lik oso envy..
they were not very close or what..
but still nice to c couples..
hahaha.. good thing i nv change to hate guys or couples..
yup...
den so concidentally.. he frm nus too...
hahaha my friend can play tennis too...
everything somehw abit lik us.. though im nt the tennis pro..
but will slowly learn..
ya... he can drive too...
if we were still together,
we will be like them rite?
den i suddenly remember tt i got think or our future in uni b4..
i noe u for sure got oso... tt's y we got 4h..
hahaha not together bt still similar.. quite sure of tt..
yup.. tot of graduation..
go attend your ceremony.. take pics..
n u posing... hahaha those poses u already think of le!!!
den tot u will join tennis...
so i can go watch ur tennis ur competition...
den i can secretly go ur house slp...
u will be the first person i c in the morning..
hahahha... if we still together, i for sure sae..
tt's bad.. but both us sae b4 tt we cant wait for tt to happen..
opening our eyes to c each other
rem u sae muz wake up extra early cos we for sure lai chuang!!!
yup yup... den though in diff sch...
but i still could whine n get sayang...
yup yup... lets hope everything wld be settled soon..

yup yup.. got to go..
going haunt my new friend...
buai...